ECHOES 🥀

I'm lost in the labyrinth of your absense, 

A prisoner of love, in perpetual resistance.

Every fiber of my being screams to let go,

Yet, I'm bound to the memories, 

the whispers, the glow. 

The war within me rages, 

a never-ending fight, 

Between the heart that holds on and the soul that's tired of the fight. 

I'm torn between the comfort of your presence and the agony of your distance, 

A constant tug-of-war, 

a heartbreaking existence. 

Your love is a double-edged sword, 

it cuts so deep, 

A bittersweet reminder of what I'll never keep. 

I'm trapped in this limbo, 

where love and pain entwine, 

A never-ending cycle, 

a heart that's forever aligned. 

If I let go, I'll lose the essence of you, 

The memories, the laughter, the tears, 

the truth. 

I'll move on, but the feelings will fade, 

Leaving behind a hollow space, 

an emptiness that's never staid. 

And if you come back, 

will I still feel the same ?

Or will the silence between us be a chasm, 

a void, a shame ? 

The love we shared, 

will it still burn like a flame ? 

Or will it be reduced to embers, 

a faint, flickering claim?

The uncertainity is suffocating, 

a weight that I bear, 

A constant reminder of the love that's hard to share. 

It's fucked up, It's real, it's intense, It's raw, 

A never-ending battle, 

a heart that's forever flawed.

Yet, I'm stuck in this vortex, 

a whirlpool of emotions, 

A maelstrom of feelings, 

a heart that's forever in motion. 

I'll hold on to the memories, the love, 

the pain, 

For in letting go, 

I'll lose the essense of the love we sustained.