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Dear 2020

 We're no longer tolerating your lousy behavior. You thrive on chaos, divisiveness, and fear. You seem to derive great pleasure from causing pain to others and enabling prolonged uncertainty.  It's Over  Every time it seemed things returned to some sense of 'normalcy' (whatever that means-you messed that up, too) you threw some other wacky things our way. Devastating wildfires in Australia and the west coast. A global pandemic whose coronavirus affected over 75M people (including the U.S. president)and killed more than 1.7M worldwide. Record unemployment numbers. A stock market crash Never-ending extreme weather events. Growing social injustice and civil unrest. (Oh, and "murder hornets"- what was that about?)      You forced isolation, took away freedoms we didn't realize we had or how we'd miss, stole loved ones from us, and pushed us to the brink. You disrupted the way we work, live, and learn, at times removing the possibility of in-person anything...

Damage

Why does it happen that when you love someone with all your heart that love pierces your heart with thousands of memories of broken trust?  That you no longer love anyone Why does it happen that when you've longed for a moment for years, waited for it so long .....  It comes when you no longer want it . Why does waiting look much easier? Why does the pain of betrayal always seem small against love...... No matter how much we try to hate the person.  We always end up loving them more In just a moment all lies look small ,  No matter how much pain they gave us before.  The only thing we want to hide in memories is the trace of fake love !!!  Why?? Why does it happen? Why does it feel so heavy to utter a single word, when you are battling a storm inside Why doesn't it feel right to cry, when you want to cry your heart out!! Why do you want to hold it inside  and throw it out of your body at the same time. Why do you still carry it around, wh...